Thursday, October 5th, 2006
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12:30 pm
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Tuesday, April 25th, 2006
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10:11 pm
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If you had me alone, locked up in your house for 24 hours and I had to do whatever you wanted me to, what would you have me do? All comments will be permanently screened because it's a secret. Then repost this in your LJ. You might be surprised with the responses you get.
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Friday, March 31st, 2006
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12:11 pm
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Tuesday, January 31st, 2006
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1:20 pm
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Sunday, January 29th, 2006
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9:23 pm
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9:00 pm
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You say you're looking for happiness
but when it comes, you run away from it
You tell yourself you don't deserve it
There's not much more that I can do now the rest is up to you
Until you love yourself, you'll never change
You'll keep on running
Until you deal with today
(Hey, keep this in mind)
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8:28 pm
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My ratsie is here at school with me. And this makes me happy.
We're gonna have baby rats.
Yay.
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Friday, January 27th, 2006
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12:42 am
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Thursday, January 26th, 2006
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1:51 pm
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This just sin't fair, I've given up so much of my happiness for other people. People that will never know it and dislike me anyway.
Like, one of you, I could be with your boyfriend now, but I'm not--why? Because I don't want anyone to be hurt like I was. Even though I know you hold other's actions against me.
I still smile at you even though you have what I want but....you're happy and so is everyone else involved. But me. But it helps that you're so happy.
I've given up EVERYTHING any would give up for someone else and you can't give me the one thing I've asked for...
I could tell you off quite easily, but me being annoyed keeps a lot of other people happy.
....I feel like a selfish bitch doing this. But....I just want one thing to go right that depens on someone else going out of their way--not like school, I do well in school on my own, not something else like that...I'm jsut tired of feeling like I'm one of the few that thinks of others happiness. I try and be a good person but sometimes I want to be just as heartless and self-centered as many others.
...Just once, could someone else return the favor I've given and think of my happiness? Or just not hate me for something I never did.
I ask for too much
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12:40 pm
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I'm so fucking tired.
I miss my Oedipus and Rags. Luckily Rags will be with me soon.
...and I hate a lot about me right now.
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Wednesday, January 25th, 2006
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9:00 pm
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2:44 pm
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...I forgot how annoying groups are when its an into to theatre class.
Especially being the only one that knows what you're doing and one of the few taking it because its interesting not "how hard can theatre be?"
Oh and make him stop stalking me. Seriously.
Brian's roommate hates me apparently, oh well. I make him "uncomfortable". Well, at least Brandi's cool.
I want to live in the townhouse, no more annoying rap pounding the room over or stupid drunk people screaming.
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Monday, January 23rd, 2006
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7:51 am
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my roommate and I talked til 3 am last night. Why? Because we're cool.
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Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
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3:23 pm
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So finally got around to watching Spinal Tap with Justin
Going to watch Angels in America in my theatre class
Gotta do my obituary monolouge thing before tomorrow
I should seduce my CA
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Friday, January 20th, 2006
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1:09 am
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Thursday, January 19th, 2006
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1:26 pm
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Dammit dammit dammit
I hate being nice sometimes....wanting to be good mixed with regret at something you could have had guilty free a few months ealier....hurts. A LOT.
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Wednesday, January 18th, 2006
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11:11 pm
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My french teacher reminds me of Jack White
He walks in in a t shirt and a black chords jacket, wallet chain, and a tie tight around his neck and big bushy black hair and skin as pale as mine....
this guy can't be the prof. He HAS to be a TA. Nope. Teacher.
He starts gesturing...
is that black nail polish?
Totally was.
It was fun then he tried to scare us with how difficult he/the french language is.
He can't scare me, I took Russian
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Tuesday, January 17th, 2006
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11:33 pm
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Longest and first day done.
English will be easy as fuck. Brit lit all over again! I will pwn. Brian signed up for it too.
Anth is amusing he asked us to named uniquely human traits...and the procceeded to disprove all of them. It made me happy because it was the normal arrogant claptrap. "We have emotions" "we can problem solve" "we make war" "we learn"
all were pwnd
Philosophy won't be bad, lots of reading. But it's just ethics...only without a preist teaching it. Or the 'christian' prespective. And taught be a veggie. It will be happy.
Tomorrow: french and theatre then hanging out with Justin.
...I need to pee.
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Thursday, January 12th, 2006
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11:30 pm
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Dear Men:
You make me sad. I hope you get rocks thrown at you. That's right, ALL of you.
Love,
Jade
PS: Asad doesn't count as a man.
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Wednesday, January 11th, 2006
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2:58 am
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